I am not a patient person.
I have come a long way, living 2 years in Honduras, a country filled with people who will wait and wait and wait and wait and wait in lines without a *peep* of complaint.
Looking back, I feel that I have grown a lot...but of course, this process never will be complete.
Of late, Honduras has been trying with all its might to beat these last remnants of impatience out of me.
And its a painful process.
...extra steps in every small task...
...hours wasted waiting for people who say they are coming "right this very minute" (Honduran translation: anywhere in the next hour and a half)...
...always making the extra effort to adapt and then finding out it's never enough...
It gets to be exhausting.
Mixed up with all of this, I have been forced to say goodbye to some really great friends who have supported me in all aspects of life here. From the daily mundane, to the lessons that are shaping me, they have been there for me. And its hard to say goodbye.
But in the midst of everything, there are bright spots too. And God is faithful, even when it all seems a bit overcast.
I am thankful for a great MCC support network in Honduras that will remain even though there are always shifts in personnel.
I am thankful for great friends who might not be living in the same country, but will always be connected.
I am thankful for new friendships that God has brought into my life just when I needed it.
I am thankful for a rich experience of living in another culture and all of the interesting, crazy, ridiculous, unbelievable and challenging things it has brought my way.
So it is in this spirit that I must carry-on, knowing that God is faithful in what he promises. That there are more good things to come...if I can only
wait.